Daily Musings

Musings by Jojo

Jojo’s daily poem dump:

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  • Party At Death’s Door (put a galaxy light in my casket)

    When I die
    It will certainly be
    My most ungraceful act
    I beg of you
    Please universe
    Powers that be
    Let me die in the middle
    Of one hell of a kerfuffle
    In a blaze of glory
    Or better yet – Embarrassment
    Let me be cringe for the last time
    Let me embody the malice
    Channel the pure absurdity
    It has been to live this human life
    I have felt so effervescent
    So intangibly here
    So happy and simultaneously sad
    To have the need or desire
    To even exist
    How comedic – Ironic
    To need your last moment to be
    Everything that made living matter
    Whatever has made living worthwhile
    I want a cacophony of that
    A smorgasbord of it all
    I want it all happening simultaneously
    Overloading my senses
    Overstimulate me one last time
    So I can be left to rot in peace
    Wear bright colors to my funeral
    Throw me a party
    Made up of everything I’ve loved
    My ghost will be rocking with you
    A fickle promise
    With a lot of meaning
    A lingering hope of Eternity

    Jojo

  • Both

    I am both water and fire

    I am both flow and light 

    I am both night and day 

    I am the tree that grows 

    I am the thunder that bellows

    I am the mountain peak 

    I am the lightning strike 

    I am a living miracle 

    I am my own experience 

    This is my story 

    I write with passion

    Jojo

  • Unspoken

    The bonds we make 

    The bonds we treasure 

    The bonds we let slip away 

    What we dont do 

    We don’t take advantage of 

    We don’t experience

    We lack the foresight

    To measure their importance

    To quantify their value

    To gauge their impact 

    We strive to know deeply 

    The significance of connections

    Within our realm of understanding

    Within our shifting perception

    Of this whirlwind world 

    A world the ebbs and flows 

    An earth resounding

    Vibrating beneath our feet 

    Planted firmly in the dirt 

    Remember this connection 

    Know that it is felt by all 

    Our brothers, our sisters 

    We have all answered a call

    The intentions may vary 

    But we are all here, now 

    To answer this call 

    Feeling out how to do so 

    This is our shared challenge 

    Our “Why?” Our “How?”

    These are the answers we all seek 

    In this way and in many ways 

    We are all the same 

    We are all journeying through 

    Why not journey together? 

    Include all beings in your view 

    In your love, in your energy 

    Missed connections are a creation 

    A creation of fear 

    A creation of ego 

    Allow togetherness to be your mantra

    Jojo

  • Worth Fighting For

    I am worthy

    At my best

    At my worst 

    I am still WORTHY

    I am worthy of a full life 

    I am worthy of a well lived life

    I am worthy of a loved life 

    A life lived in love 

    A life lived for love 

    This is what I deserve

    This is what I envision 

    This is what I embody 

    This I where I thrive 

    I ground myself here 

    Grounded in what is worth it 

    Worth feeling, worth living 

    I ground myself there 

    Grounded in what I am here for 

    What is worth fighting for? 

    I am anchored in my “why”

    I am rooted in my “how” 

    I am solid in my ability 

    I am proud of my journey

    I am here, I am me 

    I am FREE

    Free to lead 

    Free to follow 

    Free to guide 

    Free to listen 

    I am FREE to just BE 

    This is my life 

    The life I take charge of 

    The life I am proud of 

    The love I breathe in 

    The hope I breathe out 

    The stillness of now

    Jojo

  • Hear The Raven’s Call

    You are here and now 

     You are right where you are

     Where you need to be

     You have beckoned 

     You have pleaded 

     You have searched 

     Without luck 

     So you thought

     Unraveling here 

     Are your answers 

     Within your soul 

     In the down deeps 

     Resides your peace 

     Hear the Raven’s call 

     Your time is now 

     Your time is here

     Your time is yours 

     To keep, to cherish 

     To attract abundance 

     You are humbled 

     You are grateful 

     You are honoured 

     These Blessings from Mother 

     These Signs from Spirit 

     The Earth, Your Home 

     Answer the call 

     You know the one 

     From deep within 

     Honour your truth 

     Follow the path 

     Come to know yourself 

     In ways indescribable

     Come to love yourself

     Purely, freely 

     Could it be so unfathomable 

     To reside joyfully in your body 

     To bring awareness to your spirit 

     To flutter your heart 

     In vibrations of love 

     Know this is within reach

     Feel it in your core 

     Light and dark reside in you 

     But love encompasses all

     The heart’s compass

     Equal to the North Star

     A treasure, a gift 

     For your soul to keep

    Jojo

  • Universe Awaits

    Rush rush rush
    Slow down
    Slow it down
    Slow
    Breathe in
    Give space
    Breathe out
    Take your power back
    Be still in time
    We are here
    Now
    Be at peace
    Now
    The time we have
    Is all it takes
    No more
    No less
    We do all we can
    The flowers bloom
    But never do they rush
    Yet all is still accomplished
    In season
    In time
    Affirmations all around us
    Reminding us
    Gently
    Warmly
    “We are all on time”
    Beyond the realms
    Of time and space
    The universe awaits you
    If all else fails
    Trust in this

    Jojo

  • Womanhood; A Complex

    A poem written in honour of Women’s History Month and International Women’s Day.

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    A shared generational wound

    Burdened

    A need to heal

    Many Women

    Have tried before us

    Have suffered

    Broken

    Fought to no end

    Exterminated

    Ancestor’s dreams

    Shattered

    Before they even began

    Suffocated by expectations

    Imposed upon them from birth

    Based on assigned gender

    Opportunities out of reach

    Squandered

    Spirits crushed

    The will to live

    Bursts up in flames

    Shut down

    Shot down

    Silenced

    Ended

    How dare we?

    We don’t

    Speak up?

    We can’t

    Who are we?

    A means to an end

    Where do we find our place?

    In correlation to Man

    Acceptance?

    On Man’s terms

    Voices suppressed

    Yelling at the void

    Called crazy

    Lunatic

    Wild

    Restless

    Untamed

    Out of line

    Disrespected

    Dismissed

    Divided

    Separated

    One from the other

    One by one

    To prevent

    A collective strength

    Pitted against each other

    In order to suppress

    Our innate power

    Which is undeniable

    We all know it

    It is fact, not fiction

    Yet we are still denied

    Denying us of connection

    Denying us of community

    Not allowing us to bloom

    Keeping us sedated

    Compliant

    Obedient

    A fear based oppression

    Sinking feelings

    Slipping minds

    Losing our hold

    Our grasp on reality

    What is reality?

    Why am I here?

    Who am I?

    Who are we?

    Doubts planted like seeds

    Planted with purpose

    Planted with intention

    Planted to weaken us

    Doubts of our unity

    Doubt of our strength

    Doubts of our independence

    Doubts of our capabilities

    Doubts of our identity

    Doubts of our place in this world

    Where do we stand?

    The ground itself

    Off limits

    Where can we speak?

    Muzzled

    Accessorized

    Used

    Discarded

    A weight

    A burden

    A screw loose

    Loose cannon

    Fickle string

    Frayed heart

    Wild card  

    Wondering if any of it

    Is worth the pain

    When forced to live a life

    For anyone but ourselves

    Dedicated

    To someone else’s cause

    Dedicated forcefully

    By imposed expectations

    Told our worth

    Directly

    Indirectly

    From the moment

    We are born

    Second place

    Belonging only

    In the shadow of Man

    To not speak

    Unless addressed

    Your opinions

    Radical

    Your values

    Unimportant

    Your worth

    Barely considered

    Your perspectives

    Fantasy

    Your ideas

    Daydreams

    Demanding forces

    At every step

    Forceful expectations

    Sit pretty

    Be quiet

    Take your dedicated place

    Behind man

    Don’t fight

    Don’t breathe

    Don’t speak

    Lay down

    Give up

    Not us

    Not them

    Not you

    Not I

    It is our time now

    The world is ours

    Claim ownership

    Take up space

    Unapologetically

    It is our turn

    We will claim 

    Our rightful place

    As warriors

    As power houses

    As angels

    As goddesses

    As legends

    As queens

    We are magic

    We are resilience

    We are unmovable

    We cannot be silenced

    We are unshakable

    For we stand as one

    Together 

    We are here

    We always will be

    Taking our place

    At the table

    A table for equals

    Let us build

    A bond

    Of mutual worship

    To worship one another

    The earth we walk on

    We are beings

    Radiating light

    Despite these wounds

    No choice

    To bear

    This weight

    Heavy on our shoulders

    Collectively

    We will eradicate

    Obliterate

    Expunge

    Our history

    We will not forget

    We will honour

    Those before us

    By breaking the chain

    The patterns

    The toxicity

    The expectations

    The blatant disregard

    Empowering one another

    Enhancing our voices

    Uplifting each other

    Building together

    A world worth living

    Where our place is clear

    Understood by all

    But especially

    By us

    We are the answer

    We are the torchbearers

    We are the cavalry

    We are the change

    We are life itself

    Manifested

    A mission

    Dedicated

    To reclaim

    What is ours

    Our power

    Our meaning

    We embody

    Source itself

    Without us

    Nothingness

    We are present

    In our fight

    A fight fought

    Over time

    Endlessly

    Relentlessly

    Say it together

    Say it loud

    Say it proud

    It all ends now

    United

    I see you

    I feel you

    I hear you

    I honour you

    I worship you

    Woman

    Jojo
  • We Just Are
    We are the seeds that are planted. We are destined to become more. Strong, beautiful beings we are. We are the roots that connect us. Connected to the earth and it’s bigger picture. It is all for a greater purpose. We must only tap in. We are the flowers that bloom and the trees that grow. We are resilient, nourished and connected. We find our place in this reality. We are the sun. We are the light that warms us. We are the light that leads the way. We are forever shining bright. We are the rain. We fall. Sometimes we fall hard. But the cycle continues and we rise up another day. We are the Clouds. For balance is needed and protection helps build courage. Duality is paradox and paradox is woven into our existence. We are the Moon. We need to rest, to feel and reflect. We calm the inner workings and we attempt to quiet the mind. We feel everything deeply. We are each other and we are one. We are this and we are that. We are it. All of it. Who are we? No labels. No titles. No names. We simply just are.
     
    Jojo
  • Negative Zero
    Hey lovely people! So I wrote this today.
    20/11/2022
    Reflection
    Written after a sound bath healing session at a lovely wellness retreat. Done with the best group of ladies supporting ladies. I found myself struggling to let go and relax durIng the meditation portion. I have always typically thrived in meditations. Lately, it has been a different story. This was my poem reflection I wrote directly afterwards. I hope it sparks in you what it sparked in me. Be graceful and gentle with yourself for unlearning and relearning. It is part of life’s ebb and flow.  
    Negative Zero
    Slow, the mind cannot flow Do, must always do There is so much to do Slow? How could I slow? An expectation I cannot meet Simply put, I have no time Zero, negative zero The self falls to the wayside Its needs have not been met The need to slow has been distant Far down below, At the bottom of my priorities A whirlwind STOP THIS NOW My mind screams How could this be productive? As if looking within Being with the self Could it ever be unproductive? Not expecting, yearning Not achieving, climbing How is this wrong? Why is it that every ounce Every molecule of my being Wants to run I hate running I’m done running Slow, time to slow Time is not my enemy Time is not my battle to fight I am always on time I declare it so It is my decision alone So why must I rush? Why do I long to be ahead? Miles ahead Ahead of where I am now Be here now is heard As if I could be anywhere else Here is where I reside I reside in my vessel My temple, my mind This is my home I must now nurture The parts of my soul The ones unconscious Neglect, reject It is time Reflect, reset, eject I am but a human Living out my perspective My view of the experience I find myself Needing, grasping Trying my best To respect The ebb and flow Of life’s endless waves I am now here today Making a promise A commitment to my soul I vow to listen To honour To cultivate peace Keep faith within it Inevitably I will recommit to this promise Time and time again An as needed prescription From my conscious soul To my unconscious one Though I know I am bound to wavering I will choose this feeling I will continue to choose it I will refocus my efforts Reconnect to centre For I am here Choosing myself Tomorrow I will still be here Choosing myself The world It does not grant you peace It is not owed It is not earned It is already within you We must only connect
    Jojo
  • Trip

    Clouds roll by

    Like thoughts in my mind

    I watch them go by

    I validate them

    I let them go

    They do not serve me

    If held on to

    They weigh me down

    I sink to depths unseen

    I wallow in self-pity

    Oh, what a trip!

    What an ego trip it is

    To be identified with thought

    This is but the human condition

    You must acknowledge

    With no attachments

    You must let go

    Of what does not serve

    Oh, a cloud

    And so it is

    And so it has passed

    Jojo

  • Existence Revisited

    Do you hear that?

    Those sounds so painful

    Yet joyful

    The merging of loss and gain

    The togetherness of pain and pleasure

    The simultaneous existence of love and hate

    Yin and Yang

    Never one without the other

    Never joy without sorrow

    Never light without dark

    It is a mutual existence

    A mutual understanding

    A synchronicity of polar opposites

    Coming together as one

    It is horrible beauty

    Experienced all at once

    Overloading the senses

    Excruciating pain it is

    To reevaluate the entirety of your world

    To redefine your psyche, your beliefs

    To reassess your truth

    This is immense power

    Jojo

  • Full Spectrum

    My heart is as open as a book with a broken spine

    For that, I feel outside the norm

    Like the sun I invoke a colourful spectrum of vibrant light

    Like a prism I refract that light onto others

    There is no colour without light

    There is no pride without first understanding

    The impact our own light has on the world around us

    I am light; I will always share that light with others

    Effervescent, I am known amongst my peers as bubbly 

    I strongly believe we all carry this light

    My soul, like yours, is a myriad of spirited lights

    Full of colours and might

    Together, our souls can blend

    We can create miraculous colours

    Colours this world has never seen

    New colours that speak to us so strongly

    Because they are our own

    Because they came from deep within ourselves

    They would spark us to chant unison so purely

    Purely enough to be heard and echoed by the masses

    To start a revolution is never easy

    It takes a chain reaction

    Starting with the light inside of me

    Igniting the light inside of you

    Eternally forward this will propel humanity

    We are the universe exploring itself

    We are sun, moon, stars and rainbows

    We are what lies within and what lies in between

     We are both what is and what isn’t

    We were born to learn, to vibe

    Born to grow to understand one another

    To make connections, to build communities

    To build upon each other

    To love every aspect of oneself

    To love every aspect of another

    To understand why we are here

    We must understand why we love

    Why we hope, why we keep on trying

    Why is it so difficult to give up when life is so tumultuous

    We are and will always be

    Light reflected back on ourselves

    We are mirrors for ourselves

    We are mirrors for the ones we know

    We are mirrors to strangers we cross paths with

    It is not always easy to be so pragmatic

    Our emotions get the best of us

    My emotions get the best of me

    I feel so strongly

    I ache for this world

    I ache for my brothers and sisters

    We are all one and the same

    Connected after all

    People say I have a kind aura

    “Approachable” they call it

    Strangers approach me all the time

    The wounded will always recognize a healer

    I will always give myself to service

    Service of others is service of self

    In my experience, you get what you give

    Why restrain, why restrict

    I paint my life with every colour imaginable

    I want my image to feel within reach to others

    Every soul can have access to mine own soul

    For they are me and I am them

    I can open up to all life has to offer

    Living fully is the only way to truly live and let live

    To love and be loved

    To be present for yourself

    To be present for others

    I struggle daily with turmoil that haunts me

    I must remind myself vigilantly 

    To be centered in the now for it is all we ever have

    To be at peace with today for tomorrow is never certain

    Be whole at this time since the past is never repeated

    Every moment has its time

    Every moment was once perfect

    Perfect for then and there

    Because every single current moment

    Is just perfect for the here and now

    Nostalgia is a fickle friend

    It grants you joy one instant and sorrow the next

    Peace in one memory, turmoil in another

    Remember to enjoy every single moment

    The journey is key

    The destination is only a new beginning

    We ebb and we flow

    We cycle through this world

    I embrace change

    As change is my journey

    Change brings me growth

    I am light and I am dark

    I ebb and I flow

    Every aspect of me is paradoxical

    Every part of you is a paradox

    Every aspect of this life we lead

    You guessed it; paradox

    That’s how we will always remain

    A mystery to both ourselves and to others

    A vibe that can only be felt through interconnected love

    The frequency of interconnected love is high

    So high all planes of existence can feel it

    Every single being can know it

    They can be it and live it

    Without awareness, it is still present

    Without belief, it still rings true

    This is the ultimate universal truth

    The one all the dogmas have always told us about

    The one thing we can all agree on

    We are all one and the same after all

    From nothing we rise

    To nothing we return

    That’s why I choose to live my life in service

    Through service I live many lives

    I leave an impact on various souls

    I share myself with others

    I give myself to their efforts

    We share in success and defeat

    Highs and lows

    We live through them all

    We become stronger despite it

    We become stronger because of it

    We love deeper and deeper

    We learn that love is the only real answer

    Any question can be answered with love

    I am love, love is I

    I am bursting at the seams

    What I feel cannot be contained

    I bare the colours of my soul for all to see

    Jojo

  • Cherished Are We

    How lucky am I

    To get to know such love

    An immense wave of warmth crashes over me

    I am blessed to know people of all walks of life

    I am blessed to love them

    The grace of heaven has manifested itself in my present

    My life is lit up with the light of a thousand smiles

    My purpose is driven by those smiles

    It is all worth it, it keeps me going

    There is nothing compared to the joy I feel

    While doing the most for others

    I crave to understand more

    Know more about each and every soul

    Tell me about your life

    For I wish to live more than just my own

    I wish to live a thousand life times within my one

    Through your stories

    I know your truth

    But I also learn my own

    Somehow through you

    I can be more me

    Through you

    I can learn to know myself better

    To grow deeper

    To plant my roots

    To solidify my sense of self

    For in ways we are the same

    And in ways we are different

    But through our differences we find more of the same

    Through your soul is my own

    Through my soul is your own

    To feel safe and cared for together

    A feeling I will never let myself forget

    The togetherness I am blessed to experience each day

    The community I see right before my eyes 

    The bond I get to share with people in their darkest hours

    The hope I get to give

    The same hope someone gave me in my darkness

    The same hope I have held onto all these years

    Nourished, cherished, cultivated

    It was all for this

    It was meant to be shared

    To be passed on

    Passed on to others

    Just as worthy, just as deserving

    These souls I am blessed to know

    These people I cherish so

    They do not ask for much

    They do not wish for more than is reasonable

    They simply want what is owed to them

    Owed to us all

    As people we are owed dignity and grace

    We crave this our entire lives

    We are owed the benefit of the doubt

    We are owed compassion and respect

    And when we are given what we are owed

    Beauty shines through us

    Such beauty to behold from simple acts of kindness

    Such joy to be shared from being together

    Together in respect and compassion

    Such grace to be understood

    When we are understood as people

    Such value to hold

    When you open your heart to others in need

    Such knowledge to gain

    When you listen to another’s heart song

    Jojo

  • A Vision

    Pull me in
    Drag me out
    Push me to my limits
    Take me out of my comfort zone
    For this is where I thrive
    Growth is where I reside
    Stagnant energy is my demise
    Always learning
    Forever forward
    Looking back is unproductive
    Looking ahead is endless turmoil
    I can only act now, act today
    I look within and find my truth
    I share my truth with others
    And in turn, I learn theirs
    When combined
    A new vision grows
    A collective vision
    A vision for a better world
    A vision in sync with life itself
    A vision that supports
    A vision that guides
    A vision that bonds
    A vision that strengthens

    Jojo

  • Begin Anew

    Revisit your truths
    For they need reminding
    Revisit your faults
    For they require compassion
    Revisit your pain
    For it requires understanding
    Do not dwell, but objectively observe
    Accept, make peace, watch, and learn
    We are ever growing, ever changing
    Like water we flow
    Like trees we grow
    Like leaves we fall, we decay
    This is universal
    This is unchanged
    All humans are but the same
    The same in death
    Return to the earth
    Begin anew
    You are eternal glory
    Cycling through

    Jojo

  • Nuances

    Give me strength
    Beam me up
    Bring me high
    Up above reality
    Behind the façade
    I see so much purity
    But we disguise
    We hide
    We run in fear
    We curse this life we lead
    When only yesterday
    We blessed it
    These are the nuances
    They have been told for eons
    For you are never safe
    When you are confined
    To a steady, unyielding constant
    It is only in the waves
    That the ship takes its course

    Jojo

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